Saturday, January 8, 2011

All Over Now

Remember that time, about 5 months ago, when girl met boy?
Boy had to leave to go to college.  Girl had to stay home to finish her senior year.
They tried to make it work.  They talked a lot.  They skyped and saw each other on his breaks, which were few and far between.
Then the girl shared the story about how she didn't know if things would have worked out if the boy had stayed with her all year long and not gone to college, because she was scared and had been hurt so many times before.

Well she was wrong.
The long distance thing destroyed the boy and the girls relationship anyway.
And today, the two decided to end whatever they had going on.

Yes, the boy and I decided not to spend any more time together.
It's really hard to accept.  And it hurts a lot more then I thought it would.
What started out as just spending time together in the summer turned into more.
But it was too hard to continue the way it was when he's across the country for most of the year.

I don't know where things will end up with us.
We work together in the summer, so I know I will be seeing him again in June.
For now, I know I need to work on picking up the pieces and moving on.
I don't deserve to hurt.  I don't deserve this at all.  I know that.

I just wanted to put that out there.  This week has been really tough, because I knew this was coming.
Luckily, I have a very supportive best friend who is coming home next weekend to spend time with me.

For now, I'm going to spend the night watching a funny movie and eating ice cream.
With my new boyfriends, Ben and Jerry.


  1. Ben and Jerry are among the only men in my life that are ever constant. Along with Paul Newman. Sending you lots of hugs, I know long distance can be a major pain and very hard to keep up.

  2. Aww that stinks. I'm so sorry. Ben & Jerry are very good company though. xoxo


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